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AFTER A LOOOOOOOONG TIME AGO

hi guys, i'm back! okay, for today i want to tell you something that i already did, a few minutes ago, huhuhu, okay.. you know i make my friend upset with me😓 oh shit it is too terrible hm, i don't know what should i do now but i'm seriously sorry about that, i don't know he will be really upset hmm, i know it is my fault, okay i did it, and i'm sorry bruh, hmm truly sorry from me and from my bottom heart🙏🙏🙏🙏 

sorry my friend, Safwan

okay next story, is about my public speaking class, yesterday morning, my team already did it really well, and for me it also really good and really fun, but after finish the assessment, my lecturer suddenly called me in front of all my friends in the class and hmm she said "iman, you have to be serious when you do this assessment because this is like your real event" okay i'm being emcee and i did really well and i'm not being playful in front of them! why? i'm looking like stupid person? seriously, after heard all those words came out from my lecturer my mood was really down and i keep feel stress and i don't know what happen in the future anymore, maybe i never get a good marks for this subject and i'm not sure about this. okay i just want to make it clearly, my public speaking in Arabic and i keep struggle to memorize all those Arabic words but when my lecturer told me like that i feel like i did nothing for my assessment! so shit and fucking hate it! i tried to make my event more cheerful! why isn't any event should be serious anytime?? or we have to be like we are in court listening to the speech every time? such a bored event! just tell me if she did not like my performance for that subject i don't care! but please she make me down in front of my friends! i feel sooooooo fucking 😡😡😡😡😡.shit!!

just let me die now!!!

okay let's go for the next story of mine, hmm i'm not in mood i will continue tomorrow, maybe if i want to tell about it! bye!

cannot live anymore because all those toxic people still in my live!