050621

 

Kang sol ssi I'm sorry

Hi, I'm sorry for telling this but aku rasa aku kena juga luahkan, hm it's quite hard for me, tadi aku tengah makan dengan ayah aku and adik aku so three of us sit and eat suddenly my dad ask to take the bottle. Ok botol tu ada dekat sangat with my adik so dia ambil la but he said kaklong ambil je, and yaa my father said lah kenapa kaklong ambil kalau dah jauh dari kaklong? ok suddenly i said so takkan semua kaklong buat? and you what he said? he scream and said "ya la semua kaklong la kena buat habis kaklong buat apa je kat dalam bilik tu?" isnt he's fcking dumb or what? he never know i was fcking stress my all those dateline and dia ada hak to say like that to me? and i just replied "habis tu kalau tak belajar apa function aku masuk uni belajar pandai pandai" oh this is shittest part when he said "belajar tinggi tinggi tak pegi mana baik takyah belajar" I was like I really want to punch him I really hate it!!!! I don't know how to say I really sensetive when he said about my class he never think how fcking hard I'm trying my best then what I supposed to do? I'm THE FIRST CHILD AND OF COURSE MY PARENT WANT THE BEST FROM ME! but when he started saying belajar tinggi tak ke mana is fcking hurt me a lot. I start hate my life. I'm sorry again I don't think by telling my friend or anyone can help me because I hate when someone suddenly try to help me but he using the wrong words to comfort me! you know what your words make me feel worst so I decide to keep shut up and thanks I just be more happy person with zero heart just damn it!

Today's song 

Hush by Kim Sung Kyu